I have often heard avid readers claim that films based on books never truly capture the words as the reader first experienced them. And so it was for me on 9/11. With limited access to television, I listened to NPR while driving on an empty highway as the day's events unfolded.
It is amazing how even more hideous the witness' cries were to hear than to see the planes slicing into both towers. I covered my mouth while listening to an on-site doctor tell of crouching under a car as dust consumed his oxygen; on television, the story was reduced to gray smoke. As sirens whined and multiple voices shouted conflicting orders, I could feel the chaos. Rumors of bound flight attendants still strapped in their seats were more horrific delivered by voice than by an update ticker on the bottom of the television screen.
Sometimes I wish now I had first watched everything on television. The painful imagery still seems more salient because I listened to it happening.
It is amazing how even more hideous the witness' cries were to hear than to see the planes slicing into both towers. I covered my mouth while listening to an on-site doctor tell of crouching under a car as dust consumed his oxygen; on television, the story was reduced to gray smoke. As sirens whined and multiple voices shouted conflicting orders, I could feel the chaos. Rumors of bound flight attendants still strapped in their seats were more horrific delivered by voice than by an update ticker on the bottom of the television screen.
Sometimes I wish now I had first watched everything on television. The painful imagery still seems more salient because I listened to it happening.
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Sometimes I read an entry about something and it's moving that I can't comment. I'm just reduced to reading it over and over again, nodding, letting it all sink in. Nothing I would comment would really capture what I mean, you know? This is one of those times. I know I'm commenting, but you know what I'm getting at. I just had to share. Thank you, Kris.
goosebumps.
tears.
thanks for that.
Well stated...
I didn't see ground zero til this past May. But if you listen closely, you can still hear the broken hearts in the wind...
Whenever the media desensitizes us, I am glad there will always be someone with true-to-life experiences to bring us back.
couldn't agree more. it's like when the news plays actual 911 tapes. I get so emotional - it just goes to your core to hear another person in turmoil.
great point! I think that with TV we often get lost in the imagery and miss the greater gestalt
The mind is our most powerful ally.
And our worst enemy.
:(
J
well said kris. i never really thought about that. it must have been horrifying to hear as you did. i could barely make out what i was seeing on our broken TV, so it was mostly through sound as well. scary... especially with family and friends near the scene.
I was unemployed at the time and would spend about 15 hours a day watching news coverage. Not a pretty time.
I wish stories like yours were allowed to speak for themselves. Instead, politicians take them to use for their own gain-- I think that's why I feel so conflicted now when I hear about 9/11. I want to remember, but its political uses I want to forget.
so true...at times words do much more justice than images
how come the pain hasn't gotten any better after 4 years?
I remember being at work and reading a little headline on Reuters....Plane Hits World Trade Center. I called it out to the office. We all figured some little Cesna landed on top of it or something....
I got laid off that Friday. I was so numb I didn't even care. The whole drive home all I could think was "fill my tank up, get some cash, and hurry up so I can get home in time to watch the memorial service on tv". The perspective of everything changed that day.
Kris, I need to send you an email. It's going to freak you out. It haunts me. I need to share. OK, here comes the email.
I wish I hadn't seen it. But then again, I have always had trouble focusing on just sound...can't have people read to me, can't listen to sports on the radio, etc. Either way, the day made an impression...
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